as much as we may have screwed up some bits, our accounts now stand at 53.5k and counting has not ended. it does fill me with some sort of joy; that the seed of a little dream could bloom into this. nonetheless, bittersweet memories linger and it remains to be seen if I shall look back on my baby with much approval.

i honestly have taken some things that have happened personally. failures as personal failures things like that. i do wonder, if having fiscal succees could be somewhat of a remedy to my sorely bruised ego. as one of those running this thing, i wonder if perhaps i have not been as lousy an organiser as I have thought.