She cared, no more.

Was this a moral victory? Whose? It doesn't matter anymore. Regardless of what is said or thought it wasn't personal. It was a matter of principle and some people can take that some can't. it's alright I suppose. But I do feel disillusioned. The most important thing for me was not the charity. Was not the event. It was the people. It was seeing other people lose their disillusionment and experience music under the stars and good will from the Singapore people. I know it sounds silly and sentimental but that was it. I believed in it and i think i still should but for the first time, mainly because of the hurt, disgust and anger I see in daniel, I don't think i do. I don't want to give back to society anymore though I feel guilty for that because I think society has given me a lot. Maybe in time but for now I can sincerely say I wish never to deal with the ugly Singaporean again.

There is a fine line between the truth and political correctness. For that reason this ends here. But that's okay. If everyone keeps their word it's over and I've never been a rafflesian in the sense that victory has never been my main object.