okay hmm where should i begin.
here seems a good place.
since i closed down my semi public semi private blog thingy
so
anyway
im not an ogl anymore
and neither is randy i thk
and its really all my fault that we are both not ogls
cause i ponned too much so yes
im REALLY sorry randy cause it really is my fault
hmm
would appreciate it if none of you started asking how come ur in class i thought u were an ogl
when class starts in like 2 days
so yes thats one
second up
im going to rant
cause im a bitch
haha and its new year
and i wrote this yesterday in a fit of rage
after walking the entire stretch of upper thomson
from rj all the way till YCK mrt
in the rain nonetheless
though i stole an umbrella from a good friend
anws i would write it in my own blog xcept its closed and actually not too fond of writing it here cause SO many people come here but i think i need the closure.
as in. its a new year
so after i type this here its gonna be all over
as in water under the bridge, im not gonna thk anymore of it, etc
was DEBATING whether i should actually give the letter to the guy but
nah. stuff like this have a way of haunting one ya (ie marking exams, also tchrs exchange notes on students so yea not very good idea)
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dear teacher
firstly i dont like the way you handled things. why even bother asking me for reasons when you had already made up your mind on the decision and my reasons bear zilch weight at all. why even put up the pyseudo pretence that you really do care about what i have to say. whats more you even seemed to be interested in my reasons (even if you clearly didnt trust them or me for that matter) when still you've made a final and complete decision. Basically im annoyed you came to a decision without even asking/telling me or randy. And your PR skills aint too great either.
secondly you get me to come down at 830 bloody am in the morning on new years eve nonetheless and then u stand me up till like 915am. and all to tell me that. well thanks very much.
thirdly nobody informed me that coming down was that imperative. well not personally at any rate. i did tell my ic (and no please dont go and scold him for this or put the blame on him cause i really hate to sound like a sneak and its just some lousy attempt to blame someone for something that is not really his fault and its just not fair to him either) that i wouldn't be going down for oprep2 and not a word was said about Oh NO u CANT etc. I figured it was alright.
fourthly, out of all the missed calls on my home phone not a single one is from anybody in oteam. like wow. i guess you guys really did make genuine attempts to contact me huh? along with the dozens of emails that must have got lost in some warped cyberspace. unlike the rest of you i do have a life and i do not sleep with the phone by my side so i do not bother checking my phone 24-7 because i prefer real people to sms-es.
fifthly, im in Storyline and perhaps you do not realise but if you're not in the cast you pretty much have nothing to do unless you want to act know it all and direct. not that i was SO enthusiastic in being in the cast but yes. you basically sit around and watch people act or sit around or sit around. wait did i mention you sit around. so ocassionally you fill in for someone but since the full cast was never there for oprep1 then well hmmm. rehearsals and going for them are kind of useless since you won't make a difference by your physical presence anyway. especially when the people you really like aren't in the same comm. so you're just bored to tears anyway.
lastly, and perhaps most importantly, orientation is about the PEOPLE. its not about where you are not what you do, its about who you're with. i suppose in RJ everything is done by rule and regulation with dubious OB markers. how is running around singapore orientating yourself with rj? its not. its orienting yourself with the People and in case you didn't realise thats what the entire programme is about. aside from that even the freaking batch dance is about the people since we perform it SO often. really batch dance is just for appearance sake cause EVERY jc has a batch dance so hey! rj is not gonna lose out to Them right.
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its ironic really that the one thing that could have probably made me really like rj (asin actually sing the awful school song which is too obnoxious for words, along with the tshirt and shorts emblazened with a huge logo going im from RAFFLES and im smart, along with the even worse school motto which well. lets not go there shall we) has possibly made me hate rj and realise it for all its flaws. yes im awful
okay and yes i feel much better and i guess it still is my fault but well as i said
i want to bitch about it and i hope whichever random councillor reads this doesnt hate me for it
cause well yes im saying its MY fault okay. dont take this to heart. i dont often wash my dirty laundry in public but well. i need to tell my class this cause well theyre my class and this is the easiest way to do it and since this is my class blog well just sod off.
=)
happy new year people! and please dont ask me about this anymore. its wiped from memory.
sorry for the long post... but well yes
oh and anybody have the class timetable? what time do we let off on mon n tue???
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