I just can't seem to calm my nerves down. Don't know why. I seriously think I lack music. That -must- be what is bothering me because I really can't think of anything else. Am in the process of detailing post A-Level Plans. It's all quite exciting. I was contemplating a break of about a year or two for some travel and adventure. My parents obviously would rather me finish uni first etc etc but I guess they decided it's still best for me to decide. So my dad said I can take a break. But I may come to a compromise. Adventure till about August, followed by university in September. Not sure yet of everything but have just sent enquiries to a ship which I'm very interested in joining for a coupla months.

Of course there's always my backup plan. Was considering applying to be a house tutor at Nanyang boarding. That would take care of lodging and food. Then was thinking maybe can apply to MG or something to be a relief teacher. That would take care of expenses. (You have to understand that I don't have a house in Singapore and therefore would need to work if I want to stay here post-As and prior to university). But then Singapore isn't the most happening place around so...

Of course there's the option of staying in Malaysia for six months but I think I will be rather bored. And there's the option of going to UK where my sis is, but that would be rather costly.

I was supposed to be doing work today but met Hongyi in the library and we started talking for ages and ages *laughs* was detailing my plans to go sailing. Anyway, guess that's it from me. I really wonder what's frazzling my nerves. Jon and Yixun are coming back soon!!!! Now of course we are all really excited no? (Yes, yes, I refer to Yixun too. hah) I mean, despite him constantly -not- greeting me or looking at the ceiling when I am "down here!" his presence is much missed. And his obnoxious, self-absorbed voice is much missed too. *laughs* I'm kidding. really really really.

(cant get my mind of post-As!)